We were late

We have too many stories mostly cuz we are bringing it. But you won't be sorry if someone gets hurt.

We're bringing it right?

Yo I don't even know where to begin, its been a fucking hot mess of a week. Like crazy insane to the point of almost no return. Creatively inspired because artner is here same zip code different baby mama. But of course, there's the tragedies of MJ's passing and another one that brings sadness to me because of its dramaticness. But what isn't in an artist's daily life, just getting a cup of coffee has its precautions. So much had happened in the last 48 hours. Who are we? Who am I? This city, my face, his skin, yooooooo is this the summer of adventure, neverland style?

We're here

my dream bedroom

You do know

That artners are reuniting here in Boulder, how do you feel about that?

Chinese hamsters

"Chinese hamster females are known for being aggressive toward the male if kept together for too long. In some cases, male Chinese hamsters can die after being attacked by the female. If breeding Chinese hamsters, it is recommended to separate the pair after mating or the hamsters will attack each other."

Can't win everything

Who's judging whom?

Did you see the fine print after The Fashion Show? Oh shit, is this how we're doing it these days, not that its new news. Yo lately I've been feeling crazy, whats going on? Do I need to get my mfa? Or am I going to Hong Kong? How about Berlin, do you miss me? Brooklyn where you at? Cuz my career will always be there, but how about you love? How about yous...

How my brain works...

Betsy Johnson dress

Do you like? Do I look fat?

I have no memory of this ever happening

Dead not decomposing

Some days I just think about food

Today that's all that I thought about. So when I revisit the food pyramid, I realized that my personal triangle is more of like a trapezoid. But we have the choice of removing some based on personal reasons, like how I cannot eat bunnies that cross the street. Or how I was a vegetarian as a child just because I hated the texture of meat. Now I cry when I see others eat french bread with butter or cake. What's the point of whipped cream without the shortbread? So by mathematical calculations I've cut out its foodie bff. Even if its free.

Broken Glass

I love that all these movies came out when I was 15 and although I had a subscription to Thrasher, Sassy, Spin and Paper magazine, and that I watched all these indie movies and was totally obsessed with gay culture that none of it made sense to me while living in LIC. I hid it all under my bed or read them at the Queens library, sporting black lipstick and converses. And now understanding the intellectual dialogue while also enjoying ridiculous movie plots like The Hangover, all here in Boulder... it makes me feel like I'm not that off the culture mark as I always think I am. Its just been delayed until now. But I don't think my superficiality means that I lack the compassion or thoughtfulness of these films, I always over think it. Its really not that important as just my constant need for visual stimulation and the constant curiosity in how and why somethings exist and its consequences. I can't help but sometimes feel that in my reserved nature of not fully expressing my reasons for this lifestyle, I seem aloof and dumb. Sensitive much?